Another Song To Summarize My Life...

Bulletproof
By La Roux

Been there done that messed around,

I'm having fun don't put me down

I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.

I won't let you in again,

The messages I've tried to send,

My information's just not going in.

Burning bridges shore to shore,

I'll break away from something more

I'm not to not to love until it's cheap.

Been there done that messed around

I'm having fun don't put me down,

I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof,

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.

I won't let you turn around

And tell me now I'm much too proud

To walk away from something when it's dead.

Do do do your dirty words

Come out to play when you are heard

There's certain things that should be left unsaid.

Tick tick tick tick on the watch

And life's too short for me to stop

Oh baby, your time is running out.

I won't let you turn around

And tell me now I'm much too proud

All you do is fill me up with doubt.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof,

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof,

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.

This time I'll be bulletproof

This time I'll be bulletproof

This time I'll be bulletproof

Life is NOT a Cereal or GAME..or is it?

What a whirl wind this month has been. I had meant to write at least once every 3 days...but then something got in the way...yeah life...pesky life. Sometimes don't ya wish you could just lock it away in the darkest dungeon so it couldn't not even see the light of day? It's been pull the covers over your head and duck kinda days.
But little by little I'm getting through probably two of the toughest classes I will ever take TOGETHER--what was I thinking.
Anyhow...I'm sure the song below has perked some interest...again not ready to share with the class yet....I know what my dearest Scribe is saying....#2 #2 #2 lol'n.
Oh..what fun it is to ride this delirious life of mine.

Music That IS My LIFE

This shall be my theme song....for at least the next few weeks.

According To You

By: Orianthi

According to you

I'm stupid,

I'm useless,

I can't do anything right.

According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.

According to you.

According to you.

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.

According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.

I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

I need to feel appreciated, like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.

Why can't you see me through his eyes?

It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right.

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. [you, you]

According to you. [you, you]

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.

Good BYE 2009!!!

Good Bye 2009! I for one will not be sad to see this year go. It has been a year of heart break, pain, and despair.

I am ready to welcome in 2010.

Some highlights of 2009.

American Idol--namely Adam Lambert. Wow. I don't care what his sexuality is...the man can SING. "What do you want from me" is a GREAT song and I loved his rendition of "Mad World".

Cinderella-- After losing Nick ... Baby Sherlock and Mozart seemed lost. So after a couple of weeks just started looking for Maine Coons...the shelter where I had gotten Nick had two...so decided to go look. They both bit me ;/ So was about to leave when my mom found this little Calico...with a block head. In looking at her ...her front paws look like the state of Michigan...She has extra toes...After playing with her for an hour...home she came. Naming...well Cinderella was the name because her paws were the only one to fit in those shoes...




Some lowlights of 2009.

May 19th--losing my Beloved Maine Coon Nicklas...he was an angel. Beautiful and fluffy. I was shocked to lose him. He died in his sleep..peacefully in his favorite box.

Family---my dad in particular...surgery...surgery...and recovery.
My uncle--terminal illness.
My other uncle--getting divorced.
Mom and I in an auto accident...then three days later dad had to swerve to miss a guy who "floated into our lane " and nearly missed the median.

School...yes a low light.
Back in school to retake some science classes--SOMichigan requires science courses to be "within 5 years" before you can start a nursing program. So having to retake a couple of classes--one hightlight though is a nursing program is interested in me :)

Celebrities...we lost so many this year...(Insert list here)

Just checking in:

~In pain: While house watching for a friend, I had to feed their cats. One cat is beautiful and a Maine Coon like my former Beloved Nicklas...the other..is psycho and as I found out vicious. So after feeding the beautiful one...I turned to head back upstairs so that psycho could eat. As I went to enter the stair well I hear RAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. And then felt searing pain. Psycho flew off the steps and took a bit of my forearm. I got her off...and was bleeding something fierce. After running to the bathroom for alcohol I went home. Fast forward the next morning...my arm kinda resembles a baseball bat. So off to the doctors I go. As the doctor looked me over he was debating on admitting me to emergency since the swelling was bad which means psycho got me good with bacteria. I kinda pleaded to go home and he sent me home with an armload of meds, a sling and a wrap. Fast forward to now...I have to take two pills a day which tend to knock me out...after about an hour. I slept through most of the 4th of July...hope everyone had a happy and safe one...

~ Hollywood took a hit...losing what 4 in two weeks?
MJ, FF, EM, BM. If anything is learned...Life is short...cherish each day as if it were your last.

~ Best Buy...oh the blog post that will be coming about this...still in fighting this one out.

~Red Wings--yes they lost, not surprised though..Congrats Darlin Pengs...and hey TEK? Your guys got Pronger...I hope Pronger wrecks havoc on the Eastern Conference much like he did on the West. #87...that's the number you want.

Be well all,

Heartbroken, Soul Broken, Sad

Let this day be noted as the day my heart broke and my soul is gone. My beloved Maine Coon Nicklas Lidstrom died in his sleep. He was found this morning in his favorite box. I am devestated. Destroyed and have been crying all day. He was my cat. The last of the "yellow gang." Poor Baby Sherlock is lost Nicklas was his pal and leader. I am going to miss him terribly. :(

This was the "Yellow Gang". Osgood and Babycat Jack were killed by toxic food. Nicklas was the last of this group. He was the baby.

He loved his Santa Hats

This was Nicklas' favorite toy

Nicklas and Baby Sherlock

Wings and one other minor thing.

Wings are doing well. Went to game one of the playoffs...Wings won. Going today for Playoff game #2. Oh and one other thing? Happy Birthday to me.